HFK40000
Not Living Just Killing Time
- Apr 14, 2026
- 95
The only dream I ever had was to build a life with someone that loves me. I have tried so hard to become someone worthy of love but, I am never enough. There have been two people that I believe I fell in love with. The first one cheated on me and the second left because her job was giving her anxiety and she "couldn't fulfill the needs of the relationship" she found a new job and a new partner two months after leaving me. I'm going to be 29 in less than two weeks. I think if love was meant for me I would have found it by now. Right now I'm planning on ending it on my birthday. I can't keep growing older alone. The world feels heavy and there is nothing I can do but think about who I used to be and what I could have done better.
