Looking for triggers to end your life

[suicidesheep31.1]

Hi all,
Even though I might appear as a new member, I am not. This is my second account here.
I was wondering if I am the only person who is looking for triggers in my life to be able to CTB.
I am feeling a bit better only because I have currently a financial security.
Even with that, it is difficult for me handle the loneliness.
Due to my past, mainly neglect from my parents, it is difficult for me to bond with someone.
I am not in the rush of CTBing but I am somehow willing to encounter a trigger to do it.
Am I alone feeling that?
ATM, I do not have means to CTB.
Hugs

 

[NeededChange]

Hi all,
Even though I might appear as a new member, I am not. This is my second account here.
I was wondering if I am the only person who is looking for triggers in my life to be able to CTB.
I am feeling a bit better only because I have currently a financial security.
Even with that, it is difficult for me handle the loneliness.
Due to my past, mainly neglect from my parents, it is difficult for me to bond with someone.
I am not in the rush of CTBing but I am somehow willing to encounter a trigger to do it.
Am I alone feeling that?
ATM, I do not have means to CTB.
Hugs

Hi, I am a new member here. It sounds as though I have a very different perspective than you do. I am constantly searching for ways to keep from "triggers". I exercise and eat healthy. Granted, when I drink, I am incredibly depressed the following days and just want life to end. I wish that I had financial stability. I don't think that I would be so filled with anxiety and depression otherwise. I also prefer to be alone rather than with other people. I joined this site to find an easy way to end my life. However, it sounds as though the only means are either incredibly complicated or horrific to deal with.
Hugs :)

 

[Euthanza]

Hi all,
Even though I might appear as a new member, I am not. This is my second account here.
I was wondering if I am the only person who is looking for triggers in my life to be able to CTB.
I am feeling a bit better only because I have currently a financial security.
Even with that, it is difficult for me handle the loneliness.
Due to my past, mainly neglect from my parents, it is difficult for me to bond with someone.
I am not in the rush of CTBing but I am somehow willing to encounter a trigger to do it.
Am I alone feeling that?
ATM, I do not have means to CTB.
Hugs

Hi welcome again, me too not in the rush.

What triggers me is time, as part of when and how, it will take years from now for me.