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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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Now, that I am approaching my final days I realise I will be by myself. I am a loner by nature, Still, when I watched the videos of people taking Nembutal and peacefully dying, with at least one person with them, I felt a little sad. I know that this is a fate that I will share with a lot of people on here because of the nature of the forum, but what are your thoughts on this? Does anybody feel that dying alone is incredibly sad?

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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I will be dying alone too. It's very sad, but I have no family or friends. The only people who have ever cared about me are on this site.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I really hope it goes peacefully for you..

I am strongly considering going with this method.. I woke up so terribly today.. I'm in entropy.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,617
I would rather die alone, far away from people personally. I do not see it as being sad, but I understand how it can be sad for others. I wish you the best.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
Yes,i think it's sad:(
But all my life i was alone
 
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thereisthemist

thereisthemist

🤗
Nov 5, 2021
160
death is a lonely thing I think.
cuz dying itself won't make u feel anything, it's just the fore thoughts.
sad though, is a living emotion.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
We all.die alone. We each take our final breath alone. Noone joins us. Im dying alone hopefully with,the sunset and rejoin with nature who breathed life into me. I wouldn't want crocodile tears around me, crying politely. My dust will return to the soil and then one day, implode into the cosmos.
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
Sure it's sad, but no more sad than anything else in this whole stinking mess…
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
We all.die alone. We each take our final breath alone. Noone joins us. Im dying alone hopefully with,the sunset and rejoin with nature who breathed life into me. I wouldn't want crocodile tears around me, crying politely. My dust will return to the soil and then one day, implode into the cosmos.
I don't think I've ever heard it put so eloquently. I can actually visualize this.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
We all.die alone. We each take our final breath alone. Noone joins us. Im dying alone hopefully with,the sunset and rejoin with nature who breathed life into me. I wouldn't want crocodile tears around me, crying politely. My dust will return to the soil and then one day, implode into the cosmos.
It would be nice to be in a tranquil place before the end. Years ago, I was thinking of taking a bottle of rum and cola and a rope to a nearby woods on a nice warm day. While visiting the Highlands, last summer, I also thought it would be cool to just die on one of those amazing mountains. Nature is so calming.
 
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Sanva

Sanva

:/
Dec 10, 2021
261
I don't think it's sad. A lot of people die alone. I wouldn't want to be with anyone while I die, I just want peace and quiet.
 
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MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
Hey, I am planning to die alone too, never thought it is wrong or really thought about it either.
 
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speck

Student
May 5, 2020
178
Yes. I thought I would be ok if I went to my favorite place and tried to relax, because I desperately don't want to die in this state- but increasingly I just want to try to go here, at home in my own bed. But this increases risks. It's difficult.
 
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Starryeyes

Starryeyes

Experienced
Sep 22, 2021
237
I don't want to die alone but I have too. It sucks
 
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CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
I've never understood the fear many people have of dying alone. I've actually seen people say that's their #1 biggest fear. Whenever I've envisioned my death I've envisioned myself being alone. The idea of being surrounded by a bunch of people staring at me as I'm at my absolute worst freaks me out. I intend to do what dogs and cats do: Isolate and die.
 
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needingpeace24

needingpeace24

Member
Oct 19, 2021
52
No sadness for me. Laying here tonight, I feel nothing emotionally when thinking about it. I do feel a need to rest, though. I'm exhausted. Mind and body. The idea that I won't have to expend any energy to even inhale or exhale sounds incredible. Wherever that is sounds like the place I need to be.
 
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Arnie

Member
Jan 29, 2021
60
For me, it's far beyond cruelty. I was meant to pass over with the rest of my family at the same time. Having to go through all this alone is pure, utter cruelty. Not just the dying alone part specifically, but also what I'm being put through to give me a peaceful way out. The whole thing. It's all wrong.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
If you dwell on it, yes it sounds sad. But, does it matter in the end?
 
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Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
I've never understood the fear many people have of dying alone. I've actually seen people say that's their #1 biggest fear. Whenever I've envisioned my death I've envisioned myself being alone. The idea of being surrounded by a bunch of people staring at me as I'm at my absolute worst freaks me out. I intend to do what dogs and cats do: Isolate and die.
CONCUR. the last thing i need is a bunch of hypocrites at my farewell DO.
 
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