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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
163
That's it, that's the post.
 
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Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
I agree with your post.
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
Chronic health problems.

I completely understand.

I'd rather literally be in prison healthy than be in this body.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
163
I feel trapped in my own body
 
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Arvinneedstodie

Arvinneedstodie

Existing is not living
Sep 17, 2018
203
I have some awful chronic health problems that only gets progressively worse, but not enough to kill me. I'm only 25, but I've been feeling like a sick dying old man since 18. I'm trapped here until I overcome my SI.

Man, I never signed up for this struggle.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
You're lucky if it's still just uncomfortable. In my case it's physically painful & the pain is getting worse
 
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sadghost

sadghost

S
May 17, 2020
232
Based.
My body is currently throwing a temper tantrum because I didn't get pregnant.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
You're lucky if it's still just uncomfortable. In my case it's physically painful & the pain is getting worse
Yes, it's beyond just uncomfortable. Living is physically and mentally painful for me.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
I feel bad for these who are suffering. Me,yeah it got some problems, but the physical pain is nothing compared to my emotions.
If I bore down and worked on it,I could better physically. But I don't.

I hope you guys and girls can get medical help,that will help you heal!
 
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Rabitfever

Rabitfever

Member
Mar 18, 2020
77
My dying body agrees
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Yoga if you can manage it helps. There are videos of chair yoga.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,408
I was gonna say living with heartbreak and loneliness is physically uncomfortable it literally feels like energy is draining from my body and my chest is shriveling like a balloon with the air being let out.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I was gonna say living with heartbreak and loneliness is physically uncomfortable it literally feels like energy is draining from my body and my chest is shriveling like a balloon with the air being let out.
Yeah, that's how it starts
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yeah, the normal my life becomes, the more uncomfortable it gets for me.
I guess I'd just like to be trapped in a room with infinite food, drinks, power, internet and a super pc, just wasting my time and probably having a heart-attack sooner or later lol.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,675
Yes, both mentally and physically. We are literally all prisoners of this human body that can torture us to extremes. There is an unlimited amount of diseases we can get. Sometimes consciousness can be a nightmare. My soul seeks to escape, I crave the comfort that death brings.
 
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Mierda

Member
May 12, 2021
25
I feel the same. The act of having to take care of yourself and the physical sensations are uncomfortable to me at times.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
Even though there is physically nothing wrong with me my depression most of the time feels physically painful. Like it is painful to breathe and to exist. I'm sorry for those of you who have physical health problems, I can't imagine dealing with it every day.
 
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