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afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

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Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Friend IRL treated me well when I told her my story, what I am going through, and kept me from spiraling just by being kind and present. I'm not used to such kindness.

2. I stopped spiraling and slept the whole afternoon, I gathered my senses after a paranoid attack

3. Got accepted in this community. I stumbled on an article about SaSu, checked it for myself, and found everything I wanted here last night. I didn't know there was a place where I could speak so freely about my suicidal ideation, I've dreamed of that for 2 or 3 years on end and always believed it would bring me relief.
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
141
Today is quiet; I like quiet.
I have plans to hang with a friend today
I'm lying down, and my new bed is super firm, which I like~
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
220
-My bf and my cat woke me up with a lot of kisses

-I played True Colors (Stranger things) its beautiful!

-My bf is doing pancakes 🥰🥰
 
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Binderz

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Dec 26, 2021
5
I went for a run.
My little garden perks me up.
I took a satisfyingly short nap.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

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Jun 11, 2025
32
1. I spree smoked in early morning when there's no one out that knows me
2. I had a good lunch earlier
3. I found Laya's Horizon and unlocked almost all the capes

GG
 
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afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

Member
Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Got my new studio apartment in the town where I'm willing to give myself a chance to recover (while taking my plans to CTB a bit more seriously... yeah paradoxical I know.) Will make it cozy. Due to move later.

2. Got to do nothing and lay immobile in an air-conditioned room. Nice.

3. Got my bi-monthly hour of professional mentorship. Allowed me to ground myself.

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SeafoamSkeleton

SeafoamSkeleton

future ghost
Jun 24, 2025
11
1. My partner said he felt closer to me after I shared some of my ideation.

2. I didn't get caught in the rain.

3. I got a referral and an appointment to see an otolaryngologist next month after they said it might be booked up for the next three months.
 
Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
141
1. I saw one of my friends today and we hung out
2. We ate pizza and watched TV
3. It was 4:20 somewhere~ lol
 

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