afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

Member
Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Friend IRL treated me well when I told her my story, what I am going through, and kept me from spiraling just by being kind and present. I'm not used to such kindness.

2. I stopped spiraling and slept the whole afternoon, I gathered my senses after a paranoid attack

3. Got accepted in this community. I stumbled on an article about SaSu, checked it for myself, and found everything I wanted here last night. I didn't know there was a place where I could speak so freely about my suicidal ideation, I've dreamed of that for 2 or 3 years on end and always believed it would bring me relief.
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
475
Today is quiet; I like quiet.
I have plans to hang with a friend today
I'm lying down, and my new bed is super firm, which I like~
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
259
-My bf and my cat woke me up with a lot of kisses

-I played True Colors (Stranger things) its beautiful!

-My bf is doing pancakes 🥰🥰
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,062
I got paid
 
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Binderz

Binderz

Member
Dec 26, 2021
41
I went for a run.
My little garden perks me up.
I took a satisfyingly short nap.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

Edgerunner
Jun 11, 2025
71
1. I spree smoked in early morning when there's no one out that knows me
2. I had a good lunch earlier
3. I found Laya's Horizon and unlocked almost all the capes

GG
 
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afinedaytoexit

afinedaytoexit

Member
Jun 22, 2025
12
1. Got my new studio apartment in the town where I'm willing to give myself a chance to recover (while taking my plans to CTB a bit more seriously... yeah paradoxical I know.) Will make it cozy. Due to move later.

2. Got to do nothing and lay immobile in an air-conditioned room. Nice.

3. Got my bi-monthly hour of professional mentorship. Allowed me to ground myself.

Edited for typos
 
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SeafoamSkeleton

SeafoamSkeleton

future ghost
Jun 24, 2025
60
1. My partner said he felt closer to me after I shared some of my ideation.

2. I didn't get caught in the rain.

3. I got a referral and an appointment to see an otolaryngologist next month after they said it might be booked up for the next three months.
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
475
1. I saw one of my friends today and we hung out
2. We ate pizza and watched TV
3. It was 4:20 somewhere~ lol
 
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SailorBlue

SailorBlue

Anxious mess
Jun 21, 2025
45
1. I was safe
2. I didn't get bitten by mosquitoes
3. My teeth are clean
 
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polm

If I was your pet you’d take me to the vet
May 3, 2025
129
1. Got VPN
2. I logged in
3. I said 🖕Ofcom UK
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
139
1. a good nap
2. got my blood drawn finally
3. ate some dubai chocolate for the first time
 
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exe99109

Member
Jun 28, 2025
7
I ate some delicious food that my mom made.

My mom and dad show me everyday that they care about me so much.

I'm still able to shower myself.
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Warlock
May 28, 2024
774
Got nominated to be a union rep at my workplace

Got offered private gymnastics lessons

It's my Friday. Nuff said!
 
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Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
475
Ate a yummy lunch~
Got more bud (lol :ahhha:)
Talked to someone that makes me really happy 😄
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
378
Found a song i liked on the forum
✨aesthetically✨ smoked a cigarette
Talked with my internet friend for 2 hours
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
334
Hmmm... today is just beginning so for yesterday....

1. I didn't get arrested, the cop was Nice and understanding as I fckn Stood there.. and told him my hatred for myself and the World around me...

2. Didn't go to jail, no felony, no Crazy / unnecessary bullshit like I've been through before .

3. More rain and storms in the forecast! =) Mightt very well push my demise on the 4th. God Please Help me... Fml.
 
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Promised Heaven

Promised Heaven

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
727
1. I've finished working 7 days in a row at work and I can finally get a day off.
2. I've quit weed for a few days and withdrawal symptoms are tolerable.
3. I ate good pasta.
 
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vampire2002

vampire2002

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
187
1. i stood up for myself
2. i hung out with a new friend for the first time
3. i ate some mochi ice cream
 
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sinnamonbun

Member
Jul 18, 2025
18
1.) I woke up this morning and wasn't exhausted
2.) I found some cute clear umbrellas for my engagement pictures tomorrow because it's supposed to rain
3.) I finally have access to a glp1
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
55
I got to laugh with my sibling

we bleached racoon stripes into their hair and they turned out better than I thought they would

I went to bed happy
 
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a-fond-farewell

a-fond-farewell

"You say she's waiting, and I know what for"
May 22, 2025
79
1. called with a friend.
2. learnt a new song on guitar.
3. pet my dog.
 
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Hellis

Hellis

Recovered
Jul 25, 2025
104
My favorite game had a major update.

My cat sat with me.

No work today.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,511
1. Made progress on some coloring pages.

2. The weather was nice when I went out.

3. My landlady just gave me some banana bread she made. That'll be brunch.
 
Grog

Grog

*grumble grumble*
Jun 3, 2025
475
1. I bought a Evangelion Rei themed Tamagotchi nano online and I'm really looking forward to playing with it! I wasn't allowed to play with Tamagotchis as a kid because my family said they were "too girly," so I'm glad I can finally play with them~ I'm excited! 💙

2. I went to a birthday pool party — got to eat burgers, brats, and cake, and I drank a little and swam and had a decent time~

3. Chatted with and played video games with my favorite person~ :3
 
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orpheus_

orpheus_

Student
Apr 26, 2024
129
- I got out of bed before noon
- talked to a long distance friend that I haven't spoken to in a while (and thought that maybe someone cares about me a bit?)
- finished my first drawing comission
 
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Rehkitz

New Member
Aug 2, 2025
3
1. I do have great friends. They support me no matter what happends :)
2. I am proud of the person i became over the years. I build my own life. It might be different but i build it brinck by brick
3. I did not cause more harm. I left the party and went home. This time i did note use drugs to make everything worese.

Step by step :)
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
55
I went to the forest and spent an hour by the creek with my younger sibling

on the drive we had a bunch of really good snacks

I got to sleep in.
 
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