Littlewittlelight
Specialist
- Sep 3, 2022
- 347
Last date for college is 20 some guy told me and he was even rude while telling I told him never to message me again. I don't want to go out it will be too much. I went a couple times and they would make me do so many things for no reason when it is a fucked college. I can't even say I am tired or lazy or anything that's too much because it doesn't make sense for a human to say that I know how they would react. They won't extend the date and now I really feel strange that this guy always acted rude while giving me information when I was fairly nice to him and he even did stupid things with me. I feel I am so vulnerable and my face attracts people who just keep making comments on me or think they can take out their anger in me. I am hurt and I don't even talk to anyone there but this guy too I always know that soon as I get friendly with someone they think they can and should abuse me like it's their birth right. I told him to never message me and blocked him I don't feel guilty I feel bad but I am also thinking about how these people would react or say to me if we met again because it is possible if I didn't do in next two months then I am going. I am thinking of being upfront and say that you were rude to me and keep it to yourself. I didn't do anything now just leave me alone you if he still does something I have to say something like I don't want to talk leave me alone you don't deserve an answer go to someone else. I am done.
