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chickenleg9836

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Jan 6, 2026
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today my boyfriend of 4 years came to visit me and wanted to break up with me. he said our worldviews are too different and that i'm never changing despite him telling me what's bothering him. but everytime he told me i never understood which behaviour is exatcly bothering him. i'm autistic and understand fucking nothing. how am i so dumb ? does this really come with autism or am i born stupid aswell? i don't understand anything and idk how to change so he is happy and my therapy also ended and i can't find a new one i also have no friends or family to talk about this idk what to do pelase help does anyone know how to stop being frustrated at everything and how to stop crying everytime something slightly goes wrong bc he said this is also bothering him/making him depressed aswlel idk how to supress such behaviour i tried so many antidepressants and stimmulants nothing helped me and my therapy ended what can i do at this point i want my depression gone i want my autism gone what can i do
 

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