just a ghoul waiting to fade away

[Allan that was]

Regarding every significant aspect of human life, I have been less than useless. In olden times a marriage was not considered consumatet until both partner's had ingaged in a physical and consensual union. Why should life be any different? I have had no consensual business with existence. I have never loved and I have never even been so much as tolerated by humanity. As I have no actual foothold in humanity and isn't actually human why should I be here at all?


P.S If anyone has passed beyond silly arguments, ways to easily kill myself (within a gun less society, and if you are willing to do it yourself ) are very much appreciated!

 

[leiche]

just jump. with or without a rope

Official Table of Drops - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

what does it even mean to be human in the first place? some people say it's kindness or compassion, but there's no kindness and compassion in the way we hurt each other and let each other suffer.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/exit-bag-and-inert-gas-megathread.8393/

 

[Allan that was]

Night-night sounds intresting ill look into it, thanks for bringing it up! I dont think that a drop jump or the gas thing is viable for me in my current situation. I dont think ill act upon it for the time being but Its nice to have more options.