elpurp
Member
- Dec 29, 2024
- 24
why is it so hard for me?
everybody else has it so easy. seems like everybody can get whoever, whenever they want and they never break up. meanwhile, i can't find ANYONE who thinks i'm attractive, much less date me.
the few talking stages i've had since my ex dumped me in january have all gone absolutely fucking nowhere. and if i hear one more person tell me to love myself, i'm clocking their shit. they have NEVER been this lonely before for YEARS at a time.
maybe i'm just not meant to be loved. i'm a depressed neurodiverse short and ugly black man, my dating pool of ppl who are into me is basically zero to none. i can get raped by a family member and groomed. maybe if i'm lucky, i'll have a gooner tell me how cute i am and how much i matter b4 they cum and leave me like everybody always does. but i can't get love. oh well.
everybody else has it so easy. seems like everybody can get whoever, whenever they want and they never break up. meanwhile, i can't find ANYONE who thinks i'm attractive, much less date me.
the few talking stages i've had since my ex dumped me in january have all gone absolutely fucking nowhere. and if i hear one more person tell me to love myself, i'm clocking their shit. they have NEVER been this lonely before for YEARS at a time.
maybe i'm just not meant to be loved. i'm a depressed neurodiverse short and ugly black man, my dating pool of ppl who are into me is basically zero to none. i can get raped by a family member and groomed. maybe if i'm lucky, i'll have a gooner tell me how cute i am and how much i matter b4 they cum and leave me like everybody always does. but i can't get love. oh well.
