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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
149
It's done, let's hope I get it. I have one more month to get everything prepared. I am in Canada and it is not easy to get SN so we crossed fingers. I need to get meto now.
I am scared as crap but to be fair I am scared to live and I do not do anything anymore and I am in the verge to become homeless.
 
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Risingsadness

Member
Aug 2, 2026
12
How did you get it? I'm in the U.S. and am scared to try because it says it's restricted and I'm worried if I try to order it, someone I dont want will show up at my door.
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
149
How did you get it? I'm in the U.S. and am scared to try because it says it's restricted and I'm worried if I try to order it, someone I dont want will show up at my door.
Well to be honest, I am already in the deep shit so I tried it.
 
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violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,158
you ordered from HB? i should order but im afraid of police coming to my house and im not sure if it would get here in time. i need if by the end of next month. im in the USA.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
216
It's done, let's hope I get it. I have one more month to get everything prepared. I am in Canada and it is not easy to get SN so we crossed fingers. I need to get meto now.
I am scared as crap but to be fair I am scared to live and I do not do anything anymore and I am in the verge to become homeless.
Wish you all the love, luck and peace 🕊️ ❤️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,498
I hope you find peace from suffering.
 

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