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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
360
Every day I think I've hit rock bottom, and every day life finds a way to prove me wrong. I've mentioned in the past that one of the only things keeping me from ending my life, besides the fear of death, is a hope deep down that things may get better in the future, but that hope is a dying ember.

It won't be long now.

Soon, I'll be out of this place, whether it's through SN or the rope or a shotgun shell to the brain.

I've had enough.
 
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heretogethelp

Specialist
May 3, 2021
311
Every day I think I've hit rock bottom, and every day life finds a way to prove me wrong. I've mentioned in the past that one of the only things keeping me from ending my life, besides the fear of death, is a hope deep down that things may get better in the future, but that hope is a dying ember.

It won't be long now.

Soon, I'll be out of this place, whether it's through SN or the rope or a shotgun shell to the brain.

I've had enough.
I've felt the same way. I guess i'll have to kill myself with SN as a shotgun death isn't possible in the UK :(
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
I always say it's the hope that kills you. I see nothing in my distance future and it completely tears me apart.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,669
Life really can be cruel, the one thing that gets me is that there is no limit as to how bad it can get. When you lose hope and you start to dread the future it can send you into despair. Non existence sounds so appealing to me.
 
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ItsMyTime

Member
Jun 5, 2021
7
Wish you peace
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I'm sorry to hear this, dear.
I know what waiting for the future to get better feels like.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt
 
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