It would hurt my family so bad

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

They gave me everything since I was a child. Everything so I could be happy. Toys, travels, videogames, and so on. They did their best for me so I could be the happiest child on earth and I am thinking of killing myself everyday and it makes me sad for them. I'm not sad for me. I am living for my family because they love me so much. But I'm already dead inside.

 

[Iamnotperminant92]

I am in a similar boat. My mother did what she could and still does. I wish my consciousness/soul could go but my body could stay around and support her like a golem. Ultimately it's up to us to live (or die) for us though. I've thought about alternatives to just CTBing (voluntary homelessness and heading south, or joining a monastery) but those are just the same thing in a sense. I'm already dead in a way but mostly restless. CTB just seems like the only straightforward war and bd honestd way out.

 

[Squiddy]

That's one thing keeping me here right now. If I ctb, it would kill my family

 

[Cancún]

se puede saber por que estas muerto por dentro? si no molesta

 

[DeathNoot]

It's my reason for still being around as well, if I still feel like this when they die than I'm a goner for sure

 

[Moreofthesamepain]

My family is the only reason I'm still here.

 

[Huntfish34]

Same for me..... Family and friends, I believe it could possibly destroy them. Sadly. =/

 

[Nolye]

I'm in the same boat. My parents are very much like yours. They're the only reason I'm still here, and ctb would literally destroy them. But I know my time is running out.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I've got nothing left to lose. Reality hurts. Society sucks. And I'm tired of being with the only person I'm all the time: myself.

Existence: Suffering
Non-Existence: No Suffering