it never stops

[kokosnight]

this morning was a good morning, i hanged out with my family and laughed a little, a wave of sadness came back every hour or two but it was a pretty good day until i came back to bed. This is happening every single fucking day most of the times i'm just in bed crying or staring at the wall but this time i tried to change things up and i still feel like shit i think i just need to end it here and need to make a plan asap