Is SN still available anywhere?

[JU.]

Good evening everyone, I've reached my limit; I can't go on anymore. I want to go through with it as soon as possible. I'd like to ask if it's still possible to get hold of SN (I'm in Italy—feel free to message me privately), because otherwise my only remaining options are antifreeze poisoning or jumping. But I've heard antifreeze is extremely painful, and I'm fucking terrified of heights/jumping. Please help me.

 

[fitoo5999]

You can find on Mic

 

[JU.]

You can find on Mic

what'is mic?

 

[fitoo5999]

Well your job to do that.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Good evening everyone, I've reached my limit; I can't go on anymore. I want to go through with it as soon as possible. I'd like to ask if it's still possible to get hold of SN (I'm in Italy—feel free to message me privately), because otherwise my only remaining options are antifreeze poisoning or jumping. But I've heard antifreeze is extremely painful, and I'm fucking terrified of heights/jumping. Please help me.

I personally prefer CO method for it being peaceful and convenient. Everything one needs for it is readily available. Just that I'm living with family so I can't bring anything at home to execute the method

 

[JU.]

Well your job to do that.

Yes, if you could please explain to me what "mic" means. I'm not a native English speaker—is it code language?

 

[fitoo5999]

Yes, if you could please explain to me what "mic" means. I'm not a native English speaker—is it code language?

The job is yours to do and do your own research.

 

[geepeedee]

Yes, if you could please explain to me what "mic" means. I'm not a native English speaker—is it code language?

it's an acronym for an online marketplace that sells SN.

 

[ZEROEDOUT]

Yes, if you could please explain to me what "mic" means. I'm not a native English speaker—is it code language?

There is a lot of coded language that is often used. As per guidelines specifics on sources are not permitted to be explicitly shared.

This thread might help you, although it does not include direct sources.

This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook.

We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. We tend to use initials only, A, B, N.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.