Discussion Bucket list before ctb

[maggineko]

Anyone else, please feel free to share too! Curious to see others' motivation for continuing to live.

I'm not actively planning to ctb any time soon, but I've been making "things to do before suicide" lists since I was 12 which if I complete all of and still remain unhappy, I'll just go ahead and ctb; and thought it would be nice to share some of the things I have. A little lengthy, sorry! It's just for fun!

• Piercings! Despite my low pain tol, I'm aspiring to be the coolest cat in the morgue. My dream piercing map below for anyone curious!
• Get tatted. I have lots of ideas. Might post sketches of my own.
• Pull up to a school reunion tatted and pierced
• Spending adult money on dumb stuff
• Trying more Chinese cigarettes
• Pierce the Veil concert
• Visit USA when it's safe again to visit my older brother
• Visit Guangzhou, Salzburg, Vienna, Prague, Berlin, Hongkong, London
• Try weed, buzzballs
• Visit a prison (unrealistic and optional: make a friend)
• All-nighter in a city
• Finally reach my goal weight lol
• Get a boyfriend or girlfriend! I'm not totally repulsive, so this shouldn't be impossible, right? The love I want exist because I exist, right? ^_^
• Get a 5 pack of noodles and just binge on that for a whole day
• Get a fursuit of my fursona! Just added this after being reminded!
• Go clubbing and go to ravessss
• Grow my hair down to my ass
• Hatsune Miku cosplay and concert!
• Relearn piano ♡
• Chainsmoke on a birthday
• Go to a casino for the first time
• Go out in full Lolita/j-fashion getup
• Get an mp3 player and officially breakup with Spotify
• Mayyyybe get married

That's all of it from the top of my head! Listing it out actually makes me a little more excited for life. I might be getting my brow piercing this Sunday too; just hope I don't get busted by my college prefects lol

 

[ScaredPossum]

Oooooo lovely bucket list- why prison tho :3

My bucket list:

• Run my own art booth at an event/con
• have one of my works in a gallery and invite my friends and partner to watch :D
• go to Anthrocon at least once in my life
• ODST cosplay >:0
• make a decent gouache painting (I'm a terrible painter and would love to change that :'D)
• have my own apartment and go no contact with my family
• Destroy Boys concert; sounds fun, and they're pretty local :3
• Join a kissing competition with my partner at a queer rave >//<
• make a vat of orange Jell-O and just feast on that for a month straight-
• have a Deathwing Knights/Votann 2000pt WH40K army
• have my own cupboard collection of homemade syrup/preserves jars
• bake homemade donuts
• Treat my partner to a high-end Italian restaurant <3
• get married maybe qwq

 

[maggineko]

Oooooo lovely bucket list- why prison tho :3

My bucket list:

• Run my own art booth at an event/con
• have one of my works in a gallery and invite my friends and partner to watch :D
• go to Anthrocon at least once in my life
• ODST cosplay >:0
• make a decent gouache painting (I'm a terrible painter and would love to change that :'D)
• have my own apartment and go no contact with my family
• Destroy Boys concert; sounds fun, and they're pretty local :3
• Join a kissing competition with my partner at a queer rave >//<
• make a vat of orange Jell-O and just feast on that for a month straight-
• have a Deathwing Knights/Votann 2000pt WH40K army
• have my own cupboard collection of homemade syrup/preserves jars
• bake homemade donuts
• Treat my partner to a high-end Italian restaurant <3
• get married maybe qwq

OMG Destroy Boys mentioned!!!!! I love their "I Threw Glass at My Friend's Eyes, and Now I'm on Probation"!!!!

Your bucket list reminded me a couple things I forgot to include!!! Like, speaking of anthrocon, I want a fursuit of my fursona Your bucket list seems so lively and fun, I hope you get to achieve all of these <3 I'm assuming ur US-based? Maybe we'll bump into each other during my visit, if it ever becomes possible for me σ(´・ε・｀*)!

As for why prison, I feel like there's a lot of interesting personalities in prison and I'd be willing to hop into a conversation with any of them granted that I'm talking to someone with a good head on their shoulders and of reasonably sound mind. I'm super interested in the perspectives of others but don't want to be clinical about it like Leonard's mom (Big Bang Theory, love that sitcom). Plus, I just love talking to people but am very shy irl.