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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
173
Se resto a letto senza muovermi. I could wait a Month to be alone, but I Just can't take It anymore
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
667
People would likely hear you as you're dying due to the heavy breathing and other sounds that ensue, plus it's just too risky to be caught
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,312
They will hear and find you when you get unconcious and start agonal breathing. I would strongly advice against ctb in your home.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
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I agree, they will probably save you. Better to wait until you have privacy.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
173
Yeah, but I can't take It anymore. I feel like I have to take a risk. My Life was beautiful before, now it's a living hell
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hüperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
667
Yeah, but I can't take It anymore. I feel like I have to take a risk. My Life was beautiful before, now it's a living hell
Yes but if you take the risk right now you might make it worse in the long run

Se hai aspettato fino ad ora nn cambia niente aspettare un altro mese, il sale ti aspetterà sai? Nn scappa, seriamente non è saggio rischiare tutto adesso soprattuto pq se ti trovano perderai sia il SN che verrai messa a sorveglianza praticamente
Scusa se nn fa molto senso la grammatica onestamente mi sto dimenticando l'italiano
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,312
Maybe you should try to ctb in some location in nature in which there are no people around. Some desolate place. I will be ctb in such location via SN.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
173
I know, but I've had a terrible Summer, I feel like I can't hold on for another day
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,513
Puking makes some noise too. I was considering taking my SN in a forest but - as I'm a very unlucky person - someone could see me or hear me and call for an ambulance.
I really hope you'll find peace whatever happens now 🕊️
 
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