Is it only me...when the train drives in

[noname223]

always when the train drives by I imagine to throw myself in front of it or be thrown in front of it. Suicide by train seems for me such an obvious option. I just have to move 1 m or so and then the job would be done. However the statistics frighten the hell out of me. 1/3 seem to survive according to a study from Switzerland. Damn I don't wanna survive that. And it needs a lot that you don't move in the last seconds. (this is another part of my anxiety).
I think this option will remain an ideation for me. SN is way more peaceful. However when if I go homeless in some years and I would lose everythng this might remain.

 

[gorgonzola]

I think the same way whenever I see a train, even trailers on the highway but I also feel bad because I'll probably ruin a lot of strangers' days lol

 

[Wrennie]

Trains aren't remotely close to being a good method, I'm sorry to say.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can't see a train without thinking of ctb. However It is an awful way to go and not one of my preferred methods. I would just never have the courage to do it either. I would want a method that is as peaceful as possible.

 

[WornOutLife]

When I became suicidal at my 12s, I really wanted to jump in front of a train.
I just look at it and stand quite close to it but I just got frozen and couldn't move a finger until it went away.

 

[Disco Biscuit]

I always think about it when there's an obvious opportunity, like a car or train coming my way. But I never ever would.

I think dying should be a private thing and I don't want anyone else involved or seeing it happen. Also, I'd prefer to decide the exact moment when I go.

I've been doing a lot of research and I think I'm going to go with N. Quite excited about it now.

 

[littleloup]

Yeah, I do think of moving in front of the train tracks just before it passes by. I also feel the same way with trucks or buses. But the uncertainty of possibility surviving that prevents me. When I go, I want to be certain that the surviving rate is 0%.