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SD2007

SD2007

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Apr 19, 2026
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My girlfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago and I think it's due to her friends manipulating her. The first time me and her had sex we were both a bit nervous (both our first time) I had mentioned while we were doing something else and she said she didn't know if she was ready. 30 minutes or so later she said "F me" and I was a bit unsure this time. A while later I asked her again and she said yes. I said "are you sure" about 5 times before we did it and she said yes every time. Her friends tried convincing her that I R***d her and she didn't fully believe it but with all the stress from them saying that stuff to her she ended things. Then a few days ago she messaged me saying how she missed me and regretted breaking up so we both said we would try again. The second her friends found out they went crazy at her and basically said that it was either them or me and she chose her friends (which I understand as they live together). Did I do something wrong? I love her so much and the potential of me hurting her in any way is killing me inside. I don't think she's coming back but maybe after death I'll find my way back to her somehow
 

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