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- Aug 21, 2025
- 3
i already posted twice but i think i deserve a real intro so yeah
hey, im kingston. i'm an omni ftm.
i have adhd but im suspecting its autism instead and i mightve been misdiagnosed but whatever
i struggle with my feelings and expressing them, i'm on adhd meds that can also work as antidepressants, so i suppose thats cool. however, though it helps me not want to ctb so badly, i feel so empty inside. i feel so terrible about my choices, who i am. i just want to be born a dude, i cant come out. my whole family is against lgbtq, i've barely even came out online. theres nothing i can do to express myself. i can't dress how i want, because i'm 'in a gang', i cant have a religion because apparantly wanting to buy a necklace with a cross is ALSO considered me being in a gang, i can't be an athiest because that's 'a sin', i can't hang out with friends because my mom doesn't let me go to other peoples houses. i cant invite my friends because im not allowed to invite people over. i cant meet them in a public place because my mom wont take me, or isnt comfortable with their parents cause she doesnt know them. she gets many opportunities to talk to them, and she says she doesnt want to.
i cant talk to anybody, i can barely order for myself at a restaurant. i freeze up whenever i get overwhelmed, i go all quiet, i'm such a fat chud
in april i showed so many signs that something was wrong, i wouldnt go to school, i was constantly irritated, id cry all the time, id cut, my room was a mess, food everywhere, bowls, plates. when i tell her how i feel, its all of a sudden her fault. i know shes old fashioned, but come on, this isnt the 1900s anymore. i just want to live my life. let me bind, cut my hair, dress alt.
i want to wear jorts, i want to live as a boy. im so tired of being in this body. i gotta admit, im pretty, but i don't want to be pretty anymore, i wanna be handsome. im so fucking tired of this body bro ✌✌ #buymeshitpls
but yeah helllloooo im kingstonnn nice 2 meet u im a rlly big bitch ok
hey, im kingston. i'm an omni ftm.
i have adhd but im suspecting its autism instead and i mightve been misdiagnosed but whatever
i struggle with my feelings and expressing them, i'm on adhd meds that can also work as antidepressants, so i suppose thats cool. however, though it helps me not want to ctb so badly, i feel so empty inside. i feel so terrible about my choices, who i am. i just want to be born a dude, i cant come out. my whole family is against lgbtq, i've barely even came out online. theres nothing i can do to express myself. i can't dress how i want, because i'm 'in a gang', i cant have a religion because apparantly wanting to buy a necklace with a cross is ALSO considered me being in a gang, i can't be an athiest because that's 'a sin', i can't hang out with friends because my mom doesn't let me go to other peoples houses. i cant invite my friends because im not allowed to invite people over. i cant meet them in a public place because my mom wont take me, or isnt comfortable with their parents cause she doesnt know them. she gets many opportunities to talk to them, and she says she doesnt want to.
i cant talk to anybody, i can barely order for myself at a restaurant. i freeze up whenever i get overwhelmed, i go all quiet, i'm such a fat chud
in april i showed so many signs that something was wrong, i wouldnt go to school, i was constantly irritated, id cry all the time, id cut, my room was a mess, food everywhere, bowls, plates. when i tell her how i feel, its all of a sudden her fault. i know shes old fashioned, but come on, this isnt the 1900s anymore. i just want to live my life. let me bind, cut my hair, dress alt.
i want to wear jorts, i want to live as a boy. im so tired of being in this body. i gotta admit, im pretty, but i don't want to be pretty anymore, i wanna be handsome. im so fucking tired of this body bro ✌✌ #buymeshitpls
but yeah helllloooo im kingstonnn nice 2 meet u im a rlly big bitch ok
