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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
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So I've fully accepted nausea and stomach pain from ingesting SN, that I can deal with. Something that I would like to avoid if at all possible though is the feeling of oxygen starvation.

In different threads and first-hand accounts (and videos) I've seen people pass out 6-15 minutes after ingesting the SN.

However, is this an effect of the SN? Or is this thanks to the benzos that were taken along with the SN?

I have some Diazepam stashed that I am planning to take with my SN when it arrives, but if it is the Diazepam that is meant to "knock me out" and avoid the worst feelings of the SN effects, I'd like to do a trial run by taking 20-30mg of Diazepam and see how long it takes to knock me out.

However, I've seen mixed accounts that SN causes a sudden drop in blood pressure and oxygen levels in the brain which is actually what knocks you out, in which case the function of the Diazepam in my protocol is just to reduce anxiety then that changes things.

Would anybody more informed on the effects of SN or benzos (or Diazepam specifically) be able to help clear this up for me?
 
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abcdefg789

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I would really like to know the answer to this too!
 
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The diazepam diminishes your survival instinct first of all and also numbs you out. It acts as a long term benzo. It doesn't knock you out cold instantly like oxazepam or xanax because it is not designed that way.

Sn does not cause air hunger, rest assured. You might feel lightheaded and dizzy, almost like in a drunken state.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
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So I've fully accepted nausea and stomach pain from ingesting SN, that I can deal with. Something that I would like to avoid if at all possible though is the feeling of oxygen starvation.

In different threads and first-hand accounts (and videos) I've seen people pass out 6-15 minutes after ingesting the SN.

However, is this an effect of the SN? Or is this thanks to the benzos that were taken along with the SN?

I have some Diazepam stashed that I am planning to take with my SN when it arrives, but if it is the Diazepam that is meant to "knock me out" and avoid the worst feelings of the SN effects, I'd like to do a trial run by taking 20-30mg of Diazepam and see how long it takes to knock me out.

However, I've seen mixed accounts that SN causes a sudden drop in blood pressure and oxygen levels in the brain which is actually what knocks you out, in which case the function of the Diazepam in my protocol is just to reduce anxiety then that changes things.

Would anybody more informed on the effects of SN or benzos (or Diazepam specifically) be able to help clear this up for me?
I took SN (and wouldve died had 911 not been called) i felt absolutely no oxygen starvation, i felt like i was going to heaven actually, once i got past the initial nausea. You have nothing to worry about if you can get antiemetics or just bare the first few minutes
 
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Aug 12, 2019
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I took SN (and wouldve died had 911 not been called) i felt absolutely no oxygen starvation, i felt like i was going to heaven actually, once i got past the initial nausea. You have nothing to worry about if you can get antiemetics or just bare the first few minutes
How many grams SN did u take?
 
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abcdefg789

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I took SN (and wouldve died had 911 not been called) i felt absolutely no oxygen starvation, i felt like i was going to heaven actually, once i got past the initial nausea. You have nothing to worry about if you can get antiemetics or just bare the first few minutes
What do you mean by "if you can bare the first few minutes"?


Some of the descriptions in the following link suggest not pain-free.
 
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cantthinkofusername

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Feb 25, 2024
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It's the SN knocking you out. Once your blood oxygenation is below like 60, your brain is not going to be getting enough oxygen to keep you awake. That can happen pretty quickly if you take like 25g of SN.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
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How many grams SN did u take?
Not sure but i know it was below the recommended 25g, and i didnt take it the right way either, i downed a big chunk of it that i got on a spoon with no water until after i swallowed
What do you mean by "if you can bare the first few minutes"?


Some of the descriptions in the following link suggest not pain-free.
The first few minutes i had a lot of nausea from anxiety + the SN and because of the way i took the SN my throat was burning, that all went away though
 
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Dec 10, 2025
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So I've fully accepted nausea and stomach pain from ingesting SN, that I can deal with. Something that I would like to avoid if at all possible though is the feeling of oxygen starvation.

In different threads and first-hand accounts (and videos) I've seen people pass out 6-15 minutes after ingesting the SN.

However, is this an effect of the SN? Or is this thanks to the benzos that were taken along with the SN?

I have some Diazepam stashed that I am planning to take with my SN when it arrives, but if it is the Diazepam that is meant to "knock me out" and avoid the worst feelings of the SN effects, I'd like to do a trial run by taking 20-30mg of Diazepam and see how long it takes to knock me out.

However, I've seen mixed accounts that SN causes a sudden drop in blood pressure and oxygen levels in the brain which is actually what knocks you out, in which case the function of the Diazepam in my protocol is just to reduce anxiety then that changes things.

Would anybody more informed on the effects of SN or benzos (or Diazepam specifically) be able to help clear this up for me?
i would like to know this too and have the exact same fear and feelings.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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The first few minutes i had a lot of nausea from anxiety + the SN and because of the way i took the SN my throat was burning, that all went away though
I've heard that because of its intense saltiness, ingesting SN feels almost like taking a shot of hard liquor. Is that true?
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
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I've heard that because of its intense saltiness, ingesting SN feels almost like taking a shot of hard liquor. Is that true?
It was horrible, i didnt mix it in water just swallowed a chunk of sn so maybe tasting that alone made things worse but i couldnt stand it. I had to drink a lot of water to get rid of the taste
 
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tokyoboo

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So I've fully accepted nausea and stomach pain from ingesting SN, that I can deal with. Something that I would like to avoid if at all possible though is the feeling of oxygen starvation.

In different threads and first-hand accounts (and videos) I've seen people pass out 6-15 minutes after ingesting the SN.

However, is this an effect of the SN? Or is this thanks to the benzos that were taken along with the SN?

I have some Diazepam stashed that I am planning to take with my SN when it arrives, but if it is the Diazepam that is meant to "knock me out" and avoid the worst feelings of the SN effects, I'd like to do a trial run by taking 20-30mg of Diazepam and see how long it takes to knock me out.

However, I've seen mixed accounts that SN causes a sudden drop in blood pressure and oxygen levels in the brain which is actually what knocks you out, in which case the function of the Diazepam in my protocol is just to reduce anxiety then that changes things.

Would anybody more informed on the effects of SN or benzos (or Diazepam specifically) be able to help clear this up for me?
What would be the pain level for this process
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
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The diazepam diminishes your survival instinct first of all and also numbs you out. It acts as a long term benzo. It doesn't knock you out cold instantly like oxazepam or xanax because it is not designed that way.

Sn does not cause air hunger, rest assured. You might feel lightheaded and dizzy, almost like in a drunken state.
Huh that's interesting. In the different protocols I had seen online I'd seen people suggest taking the benzos directly after ingesting the SN. But if the Diazepam is mainly going to be for cutting down on the anxiety I might take it more like 45 minutes before the SN.

I took SN (and wouldve died had 911 not been called) i felt absolutely no oxygen starvation, i felt like i was going to heaven actually, once i got past the initial nausea. You have nothing to worry about if you can get antiemetics or just bare the first few minutes
Thank you very much for sharing your experience! In my research I'd read about the difference between oxygen starvation due to too much CO2 (for example by putting a bag over your head) vs other molecules binding to those receptors (such as a nitrogen exit bag). I'm very glad to hear that SN is more like the latter than the former. I had been worrying about how to time it so I go unconscious before feeling the oxygen starvation effects, but from the sounds of it that won't be a necessarily negative feeling.
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

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Apr 4, 2026
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It's the SN knocking you out. Once your blood oxygenation is below like 60, your brain is not going to be getting enough oxygen to keep you awake. That can happen pretty quickly if you take like 25g of SN.
For OP, the term you're looking for is hypoxia. Basically means low blood oxygen. SN prevents oxygen from binding to red blood cells, so your cells basically run out of O2. You shouldn't feel like you're suffocating, but more of a dizzy, brain fog, lethargy vibe.
Huh that's interesting. In the different protocols I had seen online I'd seen people suggest taking the benzos directly after ingesting the SN. But if the Diazepam is mainly going to be for cutting down on the anxiety I might take it more like 45 minutes before the SN.


Thank you very much for sharing your experience! In my research I'd read about the difference between oxygen starvation due to too much CO2 (for example by putting a bag over your head) vs other molecules binding to those receptors (such as a nitrogen exit bag). I'm very glad to hear that SN is more like the latter than the former. I had been worrying about how to time it so I go unconscious before feeling the oxygen starvation effects, but from the sounds of it that won't be a necessarily negative feeling.
And yeah benzos should be taken well before ingesting SN. You should notice the effects before you drink your SN.
 
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ApotheosisOfJ

Here for a short time, not a good time
Aug 25, 2026
29
For OP, the term you're looking for is hypoxia. Basically means low blood oxygen. SN prevents oxygen from binding to red blood cells, so your cells basically run out of O2. You shouldn't feel like you're suffocating, but more of a dizzy, brain fog, lethargy vibe.

And yeah benzos should be taken well before ingesting SN. You should notice the effects before you drink your SN.
Thank you for the confirmations! You've done a great deal to put my mind at ease 😊
 
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eyti

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שלום לכולם, אני חדש בפורום הזה ואני מקבל כאן הרבה מידע מעניין ושימושי, אז קודם כל, תודה. הזמנתי sn ממוכר ב-MIC והבנתי שבדיקות האקווריום ובדיקות הדם לא כל כך אמינות. אני המוכר, והוא טוען שה-sn טהור ב-99%, ואני לא רוצה לקחת סיכונים ולסבול סתם. האם היו מקרים שבהם הזמינו sn מ-MIC והתברר שהוא לא באיכות הכי טובה? הייתי משתמש בפונקציית החיפוש, אבל אני לא מוצא את זה... תודה לכולם!
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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שלום לכולם, אני חדש בפורום הזה ואני מקבל כאן הרבה מידע מעניין ושימושי, אז קודם כל, תודה. הזמנתי sn ממוכר ב-MIC והבנתי שבדיקות האקווריום ובדיקות הדם לא כל כך אמינות. אני המוכר, והוא טוען שה-sn טהור ב-99%, ואני לא רוצה לקחת סיכונים ולסבול סתם. האם היו מקרים שבהם הזמינו sn מ-MIC והתברר שהוא לא באיכות הכי טובה? הייתי משתמש בפונקציית החיפוש, אבל אני לא מוצא את זה... תודה לכולם!
hi, to search (the public areas of the site), use duckduckgo and add "sanctioned suicide" in quotes before the search term
 
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