So…. I have a very "public" job, a lot of people depend on me mentally/spiritually…. It would be in the need for sure. Not only that but my mom starts noticing my warning signs and she's the only reason why I'm still here and I can't break my heart and just a few days ago she said to me she gets so anxious when I don't respond to her so even if it's just a "kissy face" to reply to her….. the guilt is tremendous and only thing keeping me here…. I'm i'm spiraling down quickly. I have cuts all over my legs and bruises all over my arms from stabbing myself with a pen… and I'm suppose to be an "upstanding citizen ". This pressure is too much. I'm fucking tired
Has anyone else been in the same spot?
Has anyone else been in the same spot?
