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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
"You really shouldnt be in a committed relationship" -my friend

Thank you i know.

Idk whats worse.
My fuck ups or the fact that i literally begged him to tell me i fucked up.
 
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souljah222

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Apr 19, 2019
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fuck ups dont make you worthless imo. you didnt say much in your post why you feel that way about yourself but i dont think you even can be worthless if you were in a commited relationship
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
fuck ups dont make you worthless imo. you didnt say much in your post why you feel that way about yourself but i dont think you even can be worthless if you were in a commited relationship
If one has an attention problem its quite possible. To put it simply i made a friend. I havent entirely fucked up yet, but something like this isnt anything new for me. I cant do something as simple as making friends without complicating it.
 
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souljah222

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Apr 19, 2019
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If one has an attention problem its quite possible. To put it simply i made a friend. I havent entirely fucked up yet, but something like this isnt anything new for me. I cant do something as simple as making friends without complicating it.
its really hard to give any advice with this little information but maybe it would be a good idea to talk with your friend about how you feel and that you dont want to fuck up. feeling worthless is often an illusion that you cant recognize from your own perspective. which ever way you might fuck up its already less of a fuck up bc you posted this and obviously dont want to fuck up, if your friend knows this you can get through this together maybe and your friend might convince you that youre not worthless. idk sorry if this advice isnt really fitting the situation youre in rn
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
its really hard to give any advice with this little information but maybe it would be a good idea to talk with your friend about how you feel and that you dont want to fuck up. feeling worthless is often an illusion that you cant recognize from your own perspective. which ever way you might fuck up its already less of a fuck up bc you posted this and obviously dont want to fuck up, if your friend knows this you can get through this together maybe and your friend might convince you that youre not worthless. idk sorry if this advice isnt really fitting the situation youre in rn
Its difficult for me to want to say anything after all the times people have judged me and hated me on here. To say anything in public would just be setting me up for it again
 
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logan

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May 20, 2021
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But you can't say anything meaningful about it that way either ...
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
But you can't say anything meaningful about it that way either ...
Theres nothing meaningful to say about it. I fucked up
 
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souljah222

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Apr 19, 2019
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Its difficult for me to want to say anything after all the times people have judged me and hated me on here. To say anything in public would just be setting me up for it again
if you still want to vent you can pm me. im so fucked up myself that i wont judge i promise. as long as you havent molested a child or something like that lmao
 

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