I'm trying mom, i swear

[calloftheabyss]

So I've been trying to ignore the call of the abyss recently. I've switched the music I was listening to, and fully accepted my ex fiancée is just... gone. I'm trying to hope that I have a better life in the future, I have to make it there first. I've been listening to my Bob Seger station on Pandora. It's been nicer on my mental health than all the "I hate my life" music I've been streaming. I've also gotten really into magic. Like, crystals and tarot and stuff. I decided if it is real, that's some stuff I'd like to know. I'm trying to stay positive, no matter how exhausted I am. I just wish I could stop taking phone calls for work though. It's so mentally draining today

 

[dead_milky]

you're doing great for even trying to block out those negative things. It's amazing that you're doing this for yourself, it's going to be tough, but it'll be worth it I'm sure.