GEIPPLaf
To the stray dogs
- Apr 5, 2025
- 2
I'm a total failure, and I want to die because of it.
Every time I think about the future, I can't picture myself going to college, working, or doing anything other than rotting away in my room. Doing anything is just stressful for me, I feel pathetic bc plp my age are already doing things that I can't even bring myself to think about. I'm so jealous of everyone, they're good at something, while I'm a good-for-nothing parasite to those around me.
I just want to die, but I can't even do that. I don't try to improve either because I guess that's too much work for me, and besides, I think I actually want to stay pathetic anyway
Every time I think about the future, I can't picture myself going to college, working, or doing anything other than rotting away in my room. Doing anything is just stressful for me, I feel pathetic bc plp my age are already doing things that I can't even bring myself to think about. I'm so jealous of everyone, they're good at something, while I'm a good-for-nothing parasite to those around me.
I just want to die, but I can't even do that. I don't try to improve either because I guess that's too much work for me, and besides, I think I actually want to stay pathetic anyway
