I'm so fucking jealous of people who got their shit together

[ExtraordinaryDefeat_]

and I always start to feel anger towards them. I'm so fucking frustrated about trying my hardest to not kill myself every day and the other person just gets sertraline and they're suddenly okay
hate me all you want i don't fucking care i'm so fucking tired and frustrated i hate people saying you should never give up

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really is so cruel and unfair and it is understandable why you would be so frustrated. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much and I am also tired of everything. To me, toxic positivity and platitudes are annoying. If someone wants to leave this world then that is their choice and there is nothing really wrong with that.

 

[itsalldark]

I completely feel you on this.

 

[Tartuffe]

No one has their shit together any more than anyone else, it's an illusion. I guess you just don't lie about it. Having money and a good car or owning a house means you're locked down to work to keep up the lifestyle.

 

[Klophy]

Yep, i find myself incredibly jealous as well.

 

[Huntfish34]

I wouldn't say I'm jealous so much as just.... Baffled and confused how in the Fck they are making it. As stated above though, a lot ( maybe not all) have their fair share of bullshit too.... We just might not see it from the outside.

I agree with you,. I wanna give up too... Tired of the constant fighting, day in and day out. Fml. -.

I wish you nothing but the best in whatever may happen.

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

I get your anger and I understand you. I also get angry and very annoyed because most people who have their life together, don't get you and your pain and your suffering.
"People will only understand you at the level they understand themselves" ~Kylie Francis.

Since they can live calmly and not be disturbed by mental/emotional issues or everyday problems, they assume you can too and if you don't, you're just not trying hard enough or are exaggerating.
So they invalidate your pain, and that does so much harm.

I really hope you can get some kind of relief in whatever way.

 

[Ta555]

I get your anger and I understand you. I also get angry and very annoyed because most people who have their life together, don't get you and your pain and your suffering.
"People will only understand you at the level they understand themselves" ~Kylie Francis.

Since they can live calmly and not be disturbed by mental/emotional issues or everyday problems, they assume you can too and if you don't, you're just not trying hard enough or are exaggerating.
So they invalidate your pain, and that does so much harm.

I really hope you can get some kind of relief in whatever way.

That Kylie Francis quote is perfect and puts into words what I've been trying to explain for ages, to explain why someone who has never been suicidal would never understand someone who is suicidal. And why they keep telling us empty platitudes and guilt us for wanting out.

 

[DarkNearDeath]

I had my shit together but recently, we're in the same boat. Look. Shit happens to anyone including the people giving advices. Instead of being envious. I take all the time on getting back.