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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
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When I get bored I start thinking about life and about all of the mistakes I made, and how precarious my current situation is.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Makes 2 of us hun, hugs
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Yeah same, I think of them even when I try to focus on something and be busy:( playing games helped me tho
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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I can relate. Being bored is practically hell for me because my mind starts bringing up all those memories and horrible future I hate!
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Do you not have anything to do at all, I loathe boredom, Like you my mind goes silly and plays games.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I dislike it as well. Gaming helps a lot with that.
 
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MrBlue

MrBlue

Arcanist
Jul 1, 2020
416
I'm struggling to stay out of my own head as well. I thought trying chess would help but I keep getting beat by intermediate bots and getting pissed off with myself lol :)
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,944
Same... Every time I try to entertain or distract myself I feel worse. There's no winning.

Staring at the ceiling is the only medium. I don't want to feel much when I'm doing that.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Do you game?
Oh yes, quite a bit. I'm limited to iPad and switch now because of tiny humans, but I used to PC game a ton. I know your little ones are gamers. Are you as well?
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Oh yes, quite a bit. I'm limited to iPad and switch now because of tiny humans, but I used to PC game a ton. I know your little ones are gamers. Are you as well?

I can only manage roblox :pfff: :pfff: occasionally sims but I can only build a box, I am so not creative!
 
Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
I'm not creative either. I do roblox with the kids too.
Ha I signed up to annoy them and troll them now 4 years in I'm hooked. They can do what they want and leave me the hell alone
 
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