kunikuzushi
sause
- Jan 24, 2023
- 653
god damn i am truly the most pathetic person
i was in the car with my partner for hours begging him to talk to me. he finally couldn't take it anymore and when i stepped out of the car for air, he threw my bag and stuff out the car and drove off with the door still open as i cried and begged for him to stay
i truly wish for this pain to be over. im pathetic and the pain is all my fault. i can just leave him and heal. but no i choose to suffer the worst pain because im so scared of being alone. i hate myself and i hate that i was forced into this cruel existence. i despise everyone who chooses to bring more people into existence just to suffer.
i was in the car with my partner for hours begging him to talk to me. he finally couldn't take it anymore and when i stepped out of the car for air, he threw my bag and stuff out the car and drove off with the door still open as i cried and begged for him to stay
i truly wish for this pain to be over. im pathetic and the pain is all my fault. i can just leave him and heal. but no i choose to suffer the worst pain because im so scared of being alone. i hate myself and i hate that i was forced into this cruel existence. i despise everyone who chooses to bring more people into existence just to suffer.
