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Moroze

Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
158
It all just seems to heavy. Empathy hurts. My friend is very ill. I'm stressed and depressed. The days are too long. I have SN which is at least 99% pure. I also have Meto and Propranolol. I'm so stressed even Xanax doesn't help me. I can't sleep the hours away. All I can do is lie down and let my thoughts destroy me. It all hurts so much today. If I do decide to go today, I will make a goodbye thread. I'm so tired guys.
 
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secretghost

secretghost

days to bus ride: 5 (?)
Jun 23, 2025
62
it sounds like a really dark time for you, friend. We are all wishing you well
 
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avalokitesvara

avalokitesvara

bodhisattva
Nov 28, 2024
258
I'm sorry today is so awful, and that you can't even sleep to escape. Maybe spending some time with another person might help you pull yourself out of your thoughts.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
443
I'm so sorry, no one should have to suffer like this. I'm also deathly tired of this world, my life lasts too long, time drags on painfully slowly every day. Good luck to you, whatever path you choose ❤️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,588
I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also find it so painful to exist, it's so dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.