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HoolioCoolio

HoolioCoolio

Stay in a strong place in your mind
Mar 4, 2020
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I can see what is awaiting in the background of my future, I forget and keep going only to have a dark reminder. I'm burdened.... it's like a shadow has possessed me and mind as I'm not myself I don't recognize myself anymore I'm not me. I don't remember what was me. Anyone else relate? What's been burdening you recently?
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Im sad you feel that way, and i can relate. Only thing my future holds for me is lonely and miserable day to day existence with no way of improving untill the day i hopefully die. It made me selfdestructive and ignorant to most of the things i used to care for and. I agree about not being able to remember my self and life when things were ok, and i dont even mind that.
I hope it can get better for you tho, nobody should feel that way, ever.
 
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Jun 3, 2020
99
I'm with you. My dad died by suicide a few months ago and I am in a dead end marriage. I do nothing but cry each day, and my alcohol consumption is insane. I do not want to be here but don't have the courage to do anything about it. I cannot remember ever being happy.....
 
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