I'm finally ready.

[crush]

I'm tired of everyday being the same, I'm such a burden to everyone I know. I always annoy everyone and my parents hate me. My mother always reminds me how much of a problem to this world I am. I've tried killing myself with a shit ton of painkillers but all they did was put me in the hospital and I was in pain and constantly throwing up for the next 4 days. I really need a method that will for sure work, I don't own a gun or any sort of weapon so if anyone has any tips or methods I can use that would be greatly appreciated, thanks.

 

[hʚll]

i am sorry you are feeling that way. and that your parents make it even more painful for you, when they are the ones who brought you here to suffer.
did you look in the resouces section? there's many methods. you could choose the one that feels better for you..
wish you peace!

 

[NoPointToContinue]

If you really sure about it, check the resources section. SN is a recommended method in this forum for people that can get traditional or expensive methods.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering, and have to go through that, living really is painful. Overdosing certainly is not a reliable way to leave this world, I know that now. If this is what you decide to do, then I wish you peace.

 

[Worndown]

The simplest way is hanging if you do not have funds or time to order SN. You do need to really want it to make it work. SN is a little more passive.

 

[crush]

The simplest way is hanging if you do not have funds or time to order SN. You do need to really want it to make it work. SN is a little more passive.

Thank you, that is my main plan. I'm going to try tomorrow night, wish me luck.

 

[Apricity]

Thank you, that is my main plan. I'm going to try tomorrow night, wish me luck.

I've considered hanging as well but can't get over the feeling; I've tried wrapping various ligatures around my neck to see what it feels like. I'm also afraid of messing up and surviving and ending up brain damaged and drooling or something.

 

[Worndown]

Thank you, that is my main plan. I'm going to try tomorrow night, wish me luck.

I hope it goes easily for you.

 

[Sebuet]

I've considered hanging as well but can't get over the feeling; I've tried wrapping various ligatures around my neck to see what it feels like. I'm also afraid of messing up and surviving and ending up brain damaged and drooling or something.

Long drop hanging is your friend. Apparently when it's done right it results in almost immediate loss of consciousness. Then just a few more minutes till death. It's my chosen method.

 

[Worndown]

Long drop? That needs gallows and a lot of space.
Do you mean stepping off a chair so it tightens and knocks you out in a few seconds?

 

[Sebuet]

Long drop? That needs gallows and a lot of space.
Do you mean stepping off a chair so it tightens and knocks you out in a few seconds?

No I mean long drop. You can look up drop tables online, they give you amount of space you need to drop based on your weight. Position the noose right and the sudden jerk will break your neck and knock you out. And you won't need a gallows. A tree with a sturdy branch will do just fine. Or a bridge. You're right on the space part, but luckily I'm p heavy so I won't need a huge drop.

 

[Apricity]

No I mean long drop. You can look up drop tables online, they give you amount of space you need to drop based on your weight. Position the noose right and the sudden jerk will break your neck and knock you out. And you won't need a gallows. A tree with a sturdy branch will do just fine. Or a bridge. You're right on the space part, but luckily I'm p heavy so I won't need a huge drop.

Lol, the distance needed is my height almost exactly.

 

[Sebuet]

Lol, the distance needed is my height almost exactly.

Easy to measure it out then :)
Also, there's different versions of drop table based on different years. I'd say do your own research if you wanna go w this method. I've chosen it because it's accessable and quick.

http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/longdrop.html some interesting reading imo