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theshadow618

Member
Mar 3, 2019
27
I'm about to dissolve the SN in the water.
I'm trying to open the lid to the SN. I can't do it. I'm thinking so hard right now. So much is going through my mind.
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
We are here for you no matter what happens.
 
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theshadow618

Member
Mar 3, 2019
27
I'm not doing it. I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry. I'm crying and crying. I'm calling my parents. I can't do this.
 
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pinkblanket55

pinkblanket55

Member
Mar 14, 2019
76
yep well said. we're here for you.
thats cool. all the best.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
I'm not doing it. I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry. I'm crying and crying. I'm calling my parents. I can't do this.

There's nothing to be sorry for.
 
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throwaway_2620

Specialist
Nov 1, 2018
370
There's no need to be sorry, @theshadow618. We are here to support you without judgement whatever you choose to do. Whether you choose to live or die, we'll support your decision either way.
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
It just wasn't your time. It's okay. We love you! Update us if/when you feel up to it and take care of yourself.
 
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kaliban923

Member
Mar 9, 2019
11
Don't be sorry. No one wants you to die if you don't want to(and anyone who does is an asshole and I'm thinking shouldn't be in this community) We just want to support whatever decision you make. If you want to live, then we'll support that. If you want to die, we'll support that decision as well.
 
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Boonks

Boonks

Lowlife
Mar 2, 2019
236
Hugs. Everything is going to be alright.
We love and support you unconditionally.
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
its ok to be scared. It's just not your time to go yet, it's nothing to be "sorry" about or to be "ashamed". When the time is right, you'll know it. Proud of you with just going with your heart! We are all here for you, mate!
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
Yes it wasn't your time hope you are feeling better
 
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AnnihilatedAnna

AnnihilatedAnna

A Joke
Apr 17, 2018
1,346
I hope you are okay, as everyone on here said you have nothing to be sorry for! Its your decision. You'll go when you feel ready. We're all here for you no matter what. ❤️
 
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DeepSleep

Student
Aug 8, 2018
115
What does the text on the left package say? Is it in Bulgarian language or something?

No newer posts from TheShadow, let's hope that everything went well with him.
 
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Christian

Christian

Member
Mar 13, 2019
40
Hope you're alright
 
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Jean Améry

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2019
1,098
The care and understanding displayed here is wonderful. I'll add my own two cents: it's your decision entirely, no-one elses. If you want to live that's perfectly fine. No need to impress anyone.

I hope you will find a solution to your problem(s).
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I'm not doing it. I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry. I'm crying and crying. I'm calling my parents. I can't do this.
Don't be sorry, it's your choice to do it or not. Come and vent here when you want. Hugs and kiss!
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
I'm not doing it. I'm sorry guys. I'm so sorry. I'm crying and crying. I'm calling my parents. I can't do this.
no need to be sorry, it's okay ❤️ life's shit and when you'll be very ready you will do it. while we show you support. ❤️
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
Hope you are feeling better now.
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
I think @theshadow618 is in a psych ward now.
 
Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
great replies here. ppl need to stop feeling pushed to ctb or feeling guilty to reply here bc they can't do it. our goal is peace, and not death at any costs. i hope for you that things will change and that you can improve your own mindset to a point where you're able to live without regrettting it. greetz
 
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Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
I am doing this week don't know if I will make a thread
 
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Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I am doing this week don't know if I will make a thread
Make a thread only if you want to. Nevertheless, please keep on chatting on the forum the days before. I hope you'll make the good choice and find peace.
 
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theshadow618

Member
Mar 3, 2019
27
I think @theshadow618 is in a psych ward now.
Hello. I just wanted to give an update. I'm happy I didn't commit suicide. It was the best decision I have ever made. I am very happy right now. It's crazy how I was in such of a dark spot back then. It seems unreal reading this whole post and replies years later.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Experienced
May 20, 2025
281
That's great to hear you made the right choice for you
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with Aera23
Apr 10, 2025
385
Thanks for keeping the post up, posts where people cancel sometimes get deleted, and people think they are the few who cancel when I have a feeling there are a moderate amount of people who cancel
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,069
I'm so happy for you man. I wish you all the best 💕
I'm so happy for you man. I wish you all the best 💕
I'm so happy for you man. I wish you all the best 💕
I'm so happy for you man. I wish you all the best 💕
 
ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
112
Hello. I just wanted to give an update. I'm happy I didn't commit suicide. It was the best decision I have ever made. I am very happy right now. It's crazy how I was in such of a dark spot back then. It seems unreal reading this whole post and replies years later.
glad to hear that you are doing well!
 
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