Think I’m ready to do it

[NoName8]

I don't know why I'm posting this but I just want to get it done today, after work. I really want to do it. I'm considering just shoplifting rope or something at this point. I don't know how I'll do it but I've just had enough.
Can anyone here just give me the push I need? Or something, anything. I'm so tired of putting the people around me through this. I'm horribly mentally ill and an alcoholic. I've just had enough and I think it's time. I don't have any method yet but I'll try to figure it out.

 

[unluckysadness]

I don't know how I'll do it but I've just had enough.

I understand your pain but please take you time and don't try something you'll regret (for example a failed attempt that will let you severly disabled). We are here if you need to talk. Did you try some therapy ?

 

[meowpuppy]

we can't (without getting banned) give you a push to kill yourself, and probably ought not to. do you think you'd be open to trying to address your alcoholism?

 

[Shrub]

I don't know why I'm posting this but I just want to get it done today, after work. I really want to do it. I'm considering just shoplifting rope or something at this point. I don't know how I'll do it but I've just had enough.
Can anyone here just give me the push I need? Or something, anything. I'm so tired of putting the people around me through this. I'm horribly mentally ill and an alcoholic. I've just had enough and I think it's time. I don't have any method yet but I'll try to figure it out.

You shouldn't attempt to CTB on a whim, since it'll more than likely lead to severe injuries without proper thought and planning. But if you're dead set on attempting today, I wish you luck

 

[darksouls]

I don't know why I'm posting this but I just want to get it done today, after work. I really want to do it. I'm considering just shoplifting rope or something at this point. I don't know how I'll do it but I've just had enough.
Can anyone here just give me the push I need? Or something, anything. I'm so tired of putting the people around me through this. I'm horribly mentally ill and an alcoholic. I've just had enough and I think it's time. I don't have any method yet but I'll try to figure it out.

no one here will give you a push to commit suicide,
this is not a pro suicide forum

 

[never mind me]

I doubt that anyone can give you a push to kill yourself. It requires a lot of determination to ctb. You either have to have it within yourself or it won't happen.