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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hate being dysfunctional and trapped
 
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hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
Yes. It's like having a car with no motor. I hate it too. And I also make my boyfriend suffer because I am not capable feeling any other emotion than pain. I'm basically like a walking pain machine. It's hard to be around human beings for me. Engaging in conversation is torture. Not much fun or dignity living like this, and impossible to be a good girlfriend. He's accepted my death though, but it wouldn't surprise me if he threw me out before I do it.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I've had a fantasy if my mind was completely removed then my body could thrive, sort of like a cockroach. Without thinking, even with my flaws I think my body could do quite decently. Quite honestly, without this version of "me" I think my body could do quite wonderfully with anyone else inhabiting it.
That said, the "me" here has a mind and messed up mental health so, body is stuck going out with me.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
Animals are much more satisfied than we by mere existence; the plant is wholly satisfied, man according to the degree of his dullness.

-Arthur Schopenhauer
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
This life can be torture for many people. It is sad to hear how much some people suffer. I wish that I never existed more than anything. Life is so pointless and unnecessary. I wish you the best.
 
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