Venting I am fat

[alreadyfound]

I am fat and it makes me hate myself even more. When I see other girls with mental illness they are always super skinny and dainty, they look vulnerable so people are compassionate for them and want to help them. 



When you are fat people naturally hates you and have no sympathy for you no matter how much you suffer. And it's worse when you try to take medication because they make you literally obese and ugly. Why do people are so disgusted by fat and ugly people? I don't deserve to be treated like a subhuman. If only I lost some weight I'm sure it would improve my mental health so much, but instead of having the illness that disgust you from food I have the one that makes you crave fucking junk food all the time. If only I could cut my appetite with some drugs or anything I could be happy but I have no way to get some, so I will stay fat and suicidal.

 

[Dinnerwith6]

I hate how big of an appetite I have. People won't give a glance if I ate too much, but if someone else stopped eating they'd immediately get concerned for the person. They have this reason that "Well, if the person is eating, they're getting sustenance in so it's not as bad" when they shouldn't even be comparing, it just sucks that over eating has become almost normalised nowadays. You shouldn't be treated any differently to anyone else just because you have a different body, it's low for one to assume people chose to have the body they're in. You shouldn't have to have such thoughts of yourself, you deserve kindness and love. ^^

 

[youpi]

I mean, there's many reasons.
Fat and pretty or pretty and fat ?

 

[endboss]

I got fat from clozapine and stress. I don't give a fuck anymore. My last date was 13 years ago and I can't leave the house now anyway.