Help If I was to do train, head first straight down in front of the train?

[M48 Patton]

Theoretically this would be the least painful method to go? Or should I just jump or lay down?

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Lay down with your throat the track face down ofcourse

 

[M48 Patton]

I need to get a proper look at the type of train. I know some come equipped with blockers or some sort of plow like device

 

[Dark Window]

I need to get a proper look at the type of train. I know some come equipped with blockers or some sort of plow like device

Cowcatchers essentially.

I've contemplated CTB via train a lot, and I've considered decap but I'd personally prefer a fast moving train and make it connect with my head before anything else.

 

[dinosavr]

Methods that include risk of traumatizing other people imo should be avoided if possible. If you have access to any other method, even if it's less peaceful, please take it under consideration

 

[Georgius67]

My advice? Don't do train. It is extremely, extremely selfish. Not only are you interrupting the daily lives of thousands or tens of thousands of people, but you are also going to potentially traumatise any onlookers. There are numerous ways that are better than using a train if you wish to end your life.

 

[unusally alive]

It sure as hell doesnt sound sound like the least painful...

 

[Dark Window]

Methods that include risk of traumatizing other people imo should be avoided if possible. If you have access to any other method, even if it's less peaceful, please take it under consideration

This is BS. I've seen people who say the exact same thing as you and they ended up CTBing by train.

If people are desperate enough, morals go out the window

 

[M48 Patton]

my death would unfortunately bring trauma regardless. The rail line near me is an option. If I can't get Sn I really don't have a lot left. I just want to have some poison to go out with. Something where I can contemplate my life in the last moments.

I don't want to choose these options. But the world gives us no choice. If could buy a gun I would have used that by now. Everything swift and fairly painless is not really attainable.

 

[DoubleUp8]

1 of the ways while painful should be quick if successful. My problem with these kind of physically traumatic methods is I always think about the consequences if it doesn't work. You could be left with seriously debilitating disability leaving you unable to ctb by any method without assistance. Jumping in front of train/car/truck is no guarantee you will die but serious possibility you're messed up bad and all the other consequences of failed ctb method. Hospital, psych ward etc.

 

[M48 Patton]

This is BS. I've seen people who say the exact same thing as you and they ended up CTBing by train.

If people are desperate enough, morals go out the window

Agreed. It doesn't make it right, I don't like the morality of it but desperation is driving me to just get on with something

 

[dinosavr]

Agreed. It doesn't make it right, I don't like the morality of it but desperation is driving me to just get on with something

Sure! I get it, 100%. If you have no alternative way to go then it's completely irrelevant whether it's moral or not, at least in my opinion. The truth is that the world is constantly trying to stop us by building suicide-proof barriers, nets, etc and not letting us at least talk about it and get real help. That's not moral either.