i have high hopes in a freight train

[xXSufferingXx]

head on train rails, self decapitation.
SI would hypothetically be extremely high, but i hypothetically have a trick for that.
just think "yes, it will be terribly scary for a few minutes... but if i don't do this, my life will continue to be equally as scary for years to come".

that does it instantly for me, like instant courage.

one could hypothetically hide in a bush somewhere far away from others... and when you know the train is on its way; then get in position.
position ones head on the tracks and just remember that anti SI tactic: "this is for the best, this is for the best".

and then it's over within 2 minutes.
i would hypothetically prefer to have my skull crushed entirely, instead of decapitation.
but i'd be afraid to move my head out of the way when the train is coming (from whatever SI might be left) if i don't have me entire neck on the tracks.

if only my skull is on the tracks, it would be easier to fail the attempt.
but when you got your entire skull + neck on the rails, it seems to have a higher chance of success, know what i mean?

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PS: i think it's a relatively flawed popular opinion that trains are a bad idea. it should just hypothetically be done properly.
it's a lot more morally correct than jumping, where you accidentally might fall onto innocent bystanders.
and they also say it will cause trauma for the watchers.
well, so does jumping... and it also causes trauma for the maid to come and find a dead body if someone overdose's in a hotel.

so i think it's not any worse than certain other methods, if just done responsibly.

and nah, the freight train driver shouldn't feel bad either, it's not their fault.
there should be zero guilt for the train driver, he had no idea there hypothetically would be someone on the tracks.

 

[tonicer]

Yeah that's one of my plans as well. Decapitation by train or skyscraper jump. Both are messy but not as bad as a head on collision or a shotgun blast to the head. The perfect way would be getting mushed by a shipping container. I saw a video of exactly that happening to a poor chinese guy on liveleak a bunch of years ago. Terrible because that guy probably wasn't suicidal but it gave me the idea of a perfect instant way to die. Not sure i can somehow recreate it though.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Yeah that's one of my plans as well. Decapitation by train or skyscraper jump. Both are messy but not as bad as a head on collision or a shotgun blast to the head. The perfect way would be getting mushed by a shipping container. I saw a video of exactly that happening to a poor chinese guy on liveleak a bunch of years ago. Terrible because that guy probably wasn't suicidal but it gave me the idea of a perfect instant way to die. Not sure i can somehow recreate it though.

yeah i remember liveleak... i think it was the only type of video site that had gruesome videos like that which also did NOT have viruses all over the site.
i'm afraid to visit "watchpeopledie" and those kinda sites lol.
anyway...

do you have any specific details regarding the train decapitation?
some suggest to use headphones with calming music to combat SI, but i personally dont know about that.
i'd like to be aware of my surroundings...
also in case someone tries to come and "ReScUe YoU", so you can notice them fast enough to run away.

i would also have a pre-prepared excuse ready. pretend to be looking for something and even tell them exactly how you lost the item.

 

[tonicer]

yeah i remember liveleak... i think it was the only type of video site that had gruesome videos like that which also did NOT have viruses all over the site.
i'm afraid to visit "watchpeopledie" and those kinda sites lol.
anyway...

Yeah most of those sites are sketchy. I usually go to the good old 4chan and sift through all the porn on the adult gif board. There's usually a china or rekt thread going.

do you have any specific details regarding the train decapitation?
some suggest to use headphones with calming music to combat SI, but i personally dont know about that.

I'd go to a secluded place where no people walk past. I saw a bodycam police video a while ago where the officer helped a guy who obviously tried to kill himself via train but somehow messed up and only had his legs cut off so the entire plan is a bit difficult it seems. (This is the video: ) Poor guy had his dead dog in his backpack and was probably homeless. I can totally understand why he wanted to end it all. I hope he got peace somehow even without legs.

i'd like to be aware of my surroundings...
also in case someone tries to come and "ReScUe YoU", so you can notice them fast enough to run away.

i would also have a pre-prepared excuse ready. pretend to be looking for something and even tell them exactly how you lost the item.

Meh i don't care anymore about any of that. I'd tell them i was trying to kill myself because i failed at everything i ever tried and there is no other way out for me. Also i doubt anyone would try and rescue me. I am too ugly for people to care about me which is a plus if you want to be left alone.

 

[catgirlfailure]

Of course the train driver isn't at fault when someone kills themselves that way, but unfortunately when confronted to that kind of traumatic event most people's brain don't use logic anymore. Even though it's impossible, they will feel incredible guilt at the thought that maybe if they went slower or hit the brakes earlier they could've stop in time.
Also about that maid comparison, yeah finding a corpse is always awful, but personally (and I think many would agree) I'd be way less disturbed if I saw one that still looks like a person rather than countless body parts and blood scattered all around.
I get why one can be tempted by the train method as it's quick and very efficient but please don't underestimate its consequences on the train driver and witnesses and reconsider.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Of course the train driver isn't at fault when someone kills themselves that way, but unfortunately when confronted to that kind of traumatic event most people's brain don't use logic anymore. Even though it's impossible, they will feel incredible guilt at the thought that maybe if they went slower or hit the brakes earlier they could've stop in time.
Also about that maid comparison, yeah finding a corpse is always awful, but personally (and I think many would agree) I'd be way less disturbed if I saw one that still looks like a person rather than countless body parts and blood scattered all around.
I get why one can be tempted by the train method as it's quick and very efficient but please don't underestimate its consequences on the train driver and witnesses and reconsider.

so the hotel owner should feel guilty if someone suicides in their room, too?
or if someone jumps from a bulding, then the construction crew would feel at guilt?

 

[tonicer]

Of course the train driver isn't at fault when someone kills themselves that way, but unfortunately when confronted to that kind of traumatic event most people's brain don't use logic anymore. Even though it's impossible, they will feel incredible guilt at the thought that maybe if they went slower or hit the brakes earlier they could've stop in time.
Also about that maid comparison, yeah finding a corpse is always awful, but personally (and I think many would agree) I'd be way less disturbed if I saw one that still looks like a person rather than countless body parts and blood scattered all around.
I get why one can be tempted by the train method as it's quick and very efficient but please don't underestimate its consequences on the train driver and witnesses and reconsider.

I know what you mean but the trauma of being alive is unbearable for most of us with suicidal thoughts.
I am however also against traumatizing others so a least violent way to leave this place should be chosen.
Kinda like what Batman says about killing murderers not removing a murderer but replacing the old one with a new one.
In the video i posted a guy gets his legs amputated by a train and it appears to be relatively mess free so i think the same should be the truth for decapitation.
I know of a story that happened here in Germany where a young soccer (i think he was a goal keeper) stood in front of a speeding train and got smashed into countless bits which where still found months later by the poor people who have gardens near the train tracks. That is traumatizing for the clean up crew and the people living near the place of the suicide. I'd do anything to avoid such intense trauma for others but i can't think of many ways to commit suicide that are entirely without the risk of trauma for whoever finds my corpse and has to clean it all up. Except maybe a crazy death machine that decapitates me and dumps my corpse into strong acid so nothing remains?!