If i dont wanna die alone, what are my options?

[Sk3le]

I ve been alone my whole life, i dont think i can stand that even in death i must be alone.
Finding a partner seems difficult, they are either indecisive or unreliable and i dont wanna risk too much.

I was think livestreaming/chat while CTB but i dont wanna put anyone in danger or lure the cops here

So what else remains? Anyone in a similar situation?

 

[SecretDissociation]

i'm not sure, I think you laid our your options pretty well. When I was really active on discord there were groups that did things like self-harm sessions and stuff like that. I never found any that did suicide sessions though, but I did meet people that would talk/be willing to hang with you over messages or calls while you (I, back then) attempted. But i'm not active on those groups anymore, and they were also shut down by 'whistleblowers' that thought we/it was just demented. They still exist though, just takes a bit of searching, I think.

But I think death will always be a lonely thing, so maybe try thinking about it more? It's normal to not want to die alone, but someone else shouldn't be the encouragement you seek for you to finally die. Stay safe <3 ^^