If I die....

[PDAnnie2610]

What would it be like for us if we choose death.

If I die,

I won't have to beg for love and affection.
I can free my family from my existence.
My sisters will have more space.
I won't have to feel alone as I'll be nothing, ceasing to exist.
I won't have to cry or be anxious.
I'll stop feeling unwanted.
I'll have abandoned others before I'm abandoned.
I won't have to walk a lonely path by myself.
No more begging.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death comforts me a lot, as it is the end of everything, I cannot suffer once I am dead and nothing can hurt me. All I want is to pass away peacefully and be free from this life. I wish you the best.

 

[katagiri83]

@PDAnnie2610 , sad to hear how life has tried to beat you in so many ways :(

Sometimes, the idea of death is both calming & exhausting, especially all those loose-ends which need to be sorted out in order to pack-up this life.

Take care & my inbox is open if you need to chat.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Death comforts me a lot, as it is the end of everything, I cannot suffer once I am dead and nothing can hurt me. All I want is to pass away peacefully and be free from this life. I wish you the best.

I agree. I used to struggle over the nitty gritty details of death. I used to hope that I don't have to die.

I now accept otherwise. I'm just trying to decide when to go.

@PDAnnie2610 , sad to hear how life has tried to beat you in so many ways :(

Sometimes, the idea of death is both calming & exhausting, especially all those loose-ends which need to be sorted out in order to pack-up this life.

Take care & my inbox is open if you need to chat.

Thank you.