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Gabu1984

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I just wanted to say this space is the most sacred space and I wanted to thank whoever created this site for us to speak freely about death and suicide without fear of prejudice, judgement or reprisal. I wanted to also say If I ever ctb, I want to submit to the community my books called The Dichotic Dilemma. All my life Ive pondered the big questions. Why are we here, whats the point of life, why is there so much suffering, how can we transform the world. Why are we alive. I have always wondered what is the point of life, whats the point of it all. And I vented all my frustrations, hopes and aspirations into these books. Now as I knock at the door of death as I hangover the choice of taking and ending my own life, if I ever do, I want to be remembered by these books. This is my message to the world and its what I will leave behind. My legacy. Thanks everyone. Much love.
 
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Why are we here, whats the point of life, why is there so much suffering, how can we transform the world.

You really think we can transform the world?
 
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You really think we can transform the world?
Maybe with a good deed you can transform one life. Thats good enough. Can we transform the world? I think many well intentioned people have come and done a lot of good. Are we redeemable as a species? I dont know. Is it worth trying? I think so. What does it mean to even transform the world. Who knows. But we all can definitely do something small and maybe thats all there is to make it a slightly better place.
 
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I just wanted to say this space is the most sacred space and I wanted to thank whoever created this site for us to speak freely about death and suicide without fear of prejudice, judgement or reprisal. I wanted to also say If I ever ctb, I want to submit to the community my books called The Dichotic Dilemma. All my life Ive pondered the big questions. Why are we here, whats the point of life, why is there so much suffering, how can we transform the world. Why are we alive. I have always wondered what is the point of life, whats the point of it all. And I vented all my frustrations, hopes and aspirations into these books. Now as I knock at the door of death as I hangover the choice of taking and ending my own life, if I ever do, I want to be remembered by these books. This is my message to the world and its what I will leave behind. My legacy. Thanks everyone. Much love.
This Website / SS could become a unique international library
 
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I see myself as a grain of sand. How could I change the world if I can barely brush my teeth lol

Oh, who gives a shit about changing the world? I wanna change my life by ending it :))
 
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I see myself as a grain of sand. How could I change the world if I can barely brush my teeth lol
Yes but every grain of sand contributes to the entirety of the sand. Without the grains there is no sand. Each singular element is important
 
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I ask myself 'why am I here' all the time, I doubt I will ever really know the answer, and I don't think there is one, to me my life has no purpose. I like the idea of leaving some sort of legacy, I wish you the best.
 

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