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onlyforever1

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Oct 27, 2024
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Car accident or terminal cancer or something I just don't want to have to make that decision for myself but I'm in too much pain to keep going on the way I am.
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you ❤️
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I share your wish. I am so sorry that you are experiencing such inhuman suffering. My existence also brings me only torment. And all I want is liberation 🫂
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you ❤️
I wish i could just die too today. For me it can't get better.

But even if it could I don't want to exist ever under any circumstances much less under this situation of being a fragile animal a slave laboring every day only to get old and exist under threat of extreme torture

Why do I have to live another minute?

I don't have to

Why is it important to strangers that another human continue to live temporarily for a little while only since we all will die anyway? Life is short. How fast did the last 5 years pass by?
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry you are suffering so much
wish you the best
hope you find the peace you deserve 🫂:heart:
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I wish i could just die too today. For me it can't get better.

But even if it could I don't want to exist ever under any circumstances much less under this situation of being a fragile animal a slave laboring every day only to get old and exist under threat of extreme torture

Why do I have to live another minute?

I don't have to

Why is it important to strangers that another human continue to live temporarily for a little while only since we all will die anyway? Life is short. How fast did the last 5 years pass by?
I think you misunderstood my response. I didn't say anyone has to do anything, all I said was while you're here. You should try to love and take care of yourself and make your time in this life less painful. I'm sorry you have to go through something so horrible that no human deserves, and I really hope you find your peace.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,388
I really understand, I just wish to be gone as well, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel and torturous existence ever again, I also find it so painful to exist, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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onlyforever1

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Oct 27, 2024
30
That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you ❤️
i am on three antidepressants and have two different therapists it's not gonna get better
 

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