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onlyforever1

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Oct 27, 2024
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Car accident or terminal cancer or something I just don't want to have to make that decision for myself but I'm in too much pain to keep going on the way I am.
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you ❤️
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I share your wish. I am so sorry that you are experiencing such inhuman suffering. My existence also brings me only torment. And all I want is liberation 🫂
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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That's exactly how I feel right now. I don't wanna sound like a toxic positivity spreader but it really can get better if you put in the effort. You could consider something like therapy/antidepressants to make your time here more bearable and less painful. No one deserves unnecessary pain. I wish the best for you ❤️
I wish i could just die too today. For me it can't get better.

But even if it could I don't want to exist ever under any circumstances much less under this situation of being a fragile animal a slave laboring every day only to get old and exist under threat of extreme torture

Why do I have to live another minute?

I don't have to

Why is it important to strangers that another human continue to live temporarily for a little while only since we all will die anyway? Life is short. How fast did the last 5 years pass by?
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry you are suffering so much
wish you the best
hope you find the peace you deserve 🫂:heart:
 

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