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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
My first and last chance was in January 2023, I lost this chance.
I have no joy in life and no one understands me. I could confide in people, but they wouldn't even know what to say about it, because my existence is so miserable.

I'm a nihilist, you can't cheer me up with anything. I don't want to continue my school, I don't want a job, I don't want to earn money, I just want to die.
There is no point in living because I will be dissatisfied, depressed and simply miserable forever. I know myself and I know I will never be happy.
 

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dolemitedrums

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Jun 12, 2024
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Why was that your only chance?
 
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harbinger0

harbinger0

he/him. "and i hope you die / i hope we both die."
Jan 24, 2023
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i know exactly how you feel. every time i reach out and give life another shot, i end up regretting it. good luck. my pms are open.
 

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