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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
155
I used to have such big dreams, like I wanted to be a scientist my whole life. Growing up, I did fairly well in school (before anxiety got in the way of my attendance). I had everything set out for me, but nowadays I don't even care about getting a job. All I want to do is kill myself. Sure, I have one or two things I'm hanging on until autumn for, but as far as long term goals go, I just want it all to end.

I don't know how my life has gone from me being a high achieving student in highschool to somebody who stays inside most days doing nothing. I can hardly talk to people irl, let alone get the qualifications I missed in highschool at uni. Don't know what happened to make me fuck up this badly.

Feel free to share your own experiences if you feel similar to me
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,399
It's my main goal too. I'm focus on it and I hope I'll achieve it soon. I hope we'll find peace.
 
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