Venting I wish i could die

[mentalhealthfighter]

I keep having these 'abscenses' which are like little epileptic episodes. For example my whole body starts twitching. My phone fell twice today because of it. Besides that i also have psychosis to Worry about. Somewhere between 5 pm and 10 pm its like the sky cracks open and my voices become really loud. I really hate my life, my music keeps me going (and my mom)

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful. Your feelings of wishing to be gone are understandable. It's so horrible how life can torture people in so many ways and I know that it's dreadful being trapped in a life that you hate. I wish you freedom.