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degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
161
i hate my life, i hate everything and i hate myself. i wish i was normal. i wish i wasn't so depressed and i wish i didn't have to rely on medication to feel better. i don't want to do this anymore. why is ending it so hard? why do people try to get me help when i've been depressed ever since i can remember? why? why won't they just give up and let me go? they're selfish. i myself am selfish too.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
hope you find relief from suffering
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 
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