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w4itingforthesun

w4itingforthesun

always sorry
Mar 20, 2026
8
i miss him i just want him back he said he loved me but he left in an instant and said he was done with me i've never hurt this bad before the only thing i want to do it end it i don't want to live like this anymore
 
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Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
64
There are certainly other people there who wouldn't leave you, but I don't want to talk you out of it; you know best what's good for you. Just try to think carefully about whether you really want to let such an asshole ruin your life.
 
girl_with_a_plan

girl_with_a_plan

Arcanist
Jan 11, 2024
467
I relate to this so much. I feel like all they do is use you and throw you away. Sending a hug. <3
 
w4itingforthesun

w4itingforthesun

always sorry
Mar 20, 2026
8
There are certainly other people there who wouldn't leave you, but I don't want to talk you out of it; you know best what's good for you. Just try to think carefully about whether you really want to let such an asshole ruin your life.
im the one who ruined my own life he left because of my stupid mistakes he was so forgiving and loved me and kept giving me chances over and over but this time i messed up so bad and he's going to be better off without me while im stuck without him i've wanted to go for a long time but now i lost my motivation i know that this life isn't for me
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
91
relatable. unfortunately, for me, even a year and a half later, and despite the fact i broke up with them, not the other way around.. still miss them so much.. i feel like i see specks of them in everybody else
 

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