I want to ctb like, right now

[bloomingdark]

I have this feeling like, all this week is going to be perfect for planning everything and finally catching the bus, i am not feeling that much, i already have covid so I need to wait until I am not quarantined, my plan would be going to the woods here on my city, i know a place that is not frequented.

I plan cutting my wrist/taking a bunch of antidepressants/pills if I do that i also need to find a pill to prevent me for puking :/

But I feel ready

I have no feelings at all

How does it feels to cut your wrist really deeply?
Does it hurt too much?

If I cut my wrists drunk would it be better?

 

[WornOutLife]

According to what I read, that method is very painful and dying is very hard.
Have you considered any other methods? I think there are less painful stuff if you check the resources section.

I'm really sorry this goddamn life has been so unfair with you, dear. You don't deserve to suffer.

 

[Odwin]

How it feels varies from person to person. Some feel agonizing pain other joy and euphoria. Nobody can tell how you will feel it.
And I rather wish you choose something different.

 

[bloomingdark]

According to what I read, that method is very painful and dying is very hard.
Have you considered any other methods? I think there are less painful stuff if you check the resources section.

I'm really sorry this goddamn life has been so unfair with you, dear. You don't deserve to suffer.

I have tought on SN, but that was when I had a job and money to purchase it, even in that time i didn't bought it because there's no way to do the shipping without my parents knowing :/, partial hanging was also one option but if I do that i need to be in some really hard shit to get through it, the one that I'm thinking the most is overdosing with heroine, i know how to get it but I have never tried, is it a bad idea? I'm kind of dumb most of the time lmao

And thanks for worrying Matt how are you doing right now?

 

[WornOutLife]

I have tought on SN, but that was when I had a job and money to purchase it, even in that time i didn't bought it because there's no way to do the shipping without my parents knowing :/, partial hanging was also one option but if I do that i need to be in some really hard shit to get through it, the one that I'm thinking the most is overdosing with heroine, i know how to get it but I have never tried, is it a bad idea? I'm kind of dumb most of the time lmao

And thanks for worrying Matt how are you doing right now?

I'm really dumb as regards CTB methods too lol.
I've heard many people died by heroine ODs but I have no clue whether it's painless or not.
I guess someone will see your comment and give you a proper reply haha.

 

[Odwin]

I've heard many people died by heroine but I have no clue whether it's painless or not.

Shouldn't be painless. It's a really strong painkiller and it kicks you directly into dreamland.

 

[fred farkle]

dont cut your wrists,i think thzts Hollywood bullshit. i hear itis fucking painful.
do you have a friend who could receive the SN for you and bring it to you?
just think it over and read ss!

 

[kukukoko]

I don't know where you're from but sn isn't that expensive. Just looked up and 1 kg from official sources is like 16€+shipping. Of course maybe a little bit more from where you actually get it, but still, heroin isn't free too lol