I am depressed and have been for so long that I can't remember my life before it.
I want to be happy.
When I was growing up people told me it would get better but it never did.
I want to feel things more intensely, I can't remember when the last time I felt genuinely at peace with myself was.
My life is worthless, 3 years on this site and nothing got better and I'm still alive.
I wish I could somehow stop myself from feeling guilt about my parent's potential reaction to my suicide so I could just end it all.
I want to be happy.
When I was growing up people told me it would get better but it never did.
I want to feel things more intensely, I can't remember when the last time I felt genuinely at peace with myself was.
My life is worthless, 3 years on this site and nothing got better and I'm still alive.
I wish I could somehow stop myself from feeling guilt about my parent's potential reaction to my suicide so I could just end it all.
