I took some N2 on a test drive

[Noctis]

I've said it several times before, but I have virtually unlimited nitrogen gas at my job. I always knew that when I finally do it, it would be at my place of work because of the easy access to a painless death.

Well, that itch to off myself has been getting strong again, so I tested it out. I didn't do the full suicide hood setup, but I did hold the hose on front of my face. It took about 10 seconds before I felt anything. My skin was getting tingly and I was getting lightheaded. It kinda felt like getting really, really high, but less intense. After about 30 seconds, my vision started to close on from all sides and my body started going limp.

That's when I dropped my arms and started breathing air again. I started gasping for air, and I was back to normal after a minute or so.

But for those brief moments, while I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while.

When I'm finally ready, this is how I'm going to go. Granted, I knew this wasn't going to be my final act, but I was calm and at peace and there was no pain.

Soon, my friends. Soon.

 

[sharky]

That sounds pretty great tbh. I wish you all the best

 

[orange]

Be safe

 

[Pain In The Ass]

I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while

I find a lot of comedy in the comments I read on this site. I know they're probably not meant to be funny, but it's the same as when a comedian is telling a joke and the punchline is the opposite of your expectation, which is what causes the laugh, the surprise. It happens all the time to me on here, because the state of mind of most people on here is shocking to most people.

 

[whatevs]

I've said it several times before, but I have virtually unlimited nitrogen gas at my job. I always knew that when I finally do it, it would be at my place of work because of the easy access to a painless death.

Well, that itch to off myself has been getting strong again, so I tested it out. I didn't do the full suicide hood setup, but I did hold the hose on front of my face. It took about 10 seconds before I felt anything. My skin was getting tingly and I was getting lightheaded. It kinda felt like getting really, really high, but less intense. After about 30 seconds, my vision started to close on from all sides and my body started going limp.

That's when I dropped my arms and started breathing air again. I started gasping for air, and I was back to normal after a minute or so.

But for those brief moments, while I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while.

When I'm finally ready, this is how I'm going to go. Granted, I knew this wasn't going to be my final act, but I was calm and at peace and there was no pain.

Soon, my friends. Soon.

Damn, that sounds good, not gonna lie.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of a painless way to exit this world. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Crazy4u]

Thanks for sharing. I am jealous. This sounds so easy and peaceful

 

[new.solution1]

I've said it several times before, but I have virtually unlimited nitrogen gas at my job. I always knew that when I finally do it, it would be at my place of work because of the easy access to a painless death.

Well, that itch to off myself has been getting strong again, so I tested it out. I didn't do the full suicide hood setup, but I did hold the hose on front of my face. It took about 10 seconds before I felt anything. My skin was getting tingly and I was getting lightheaded. It kinda felt like getting really, really high, but less intense. After about 30 seconds, my vision started to close on from all sides and my body started going limp.

That's when I dropped my arms and started breathing air again. I started gasping for air, and I was back to normal after a minute or so.

But for those brief moments, while I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while.

When I'm finally ready, this is how I'm going to go. Granted, I knew this wasn't going to be my final act, but I was calm and at peace and there was no pain.

Soon, my friends. Soon.

You didn't feel fear as all of this was happening?

 

[Of The Universe]

How will you get the "little n" (nitrogen?) Will you ctb at work or try to take a tank home?

 

[Noctis]

You didn't feel fear as all of this was happening?

No, but I knew it wouldn't kill me. I knew if I held it long enough to pass out, that I'd just drop the hose and wake up again. I would probably feel really different if I thought it was going to work.

How will you get the "little n" (nitrogen?) Will you ctb at work or try to take a tank home?

It'll have to be at work. These are huge 200 gallon tanks (that's 757 liters for everyone with socialized medical care).

 

[Justnotme]

I've said it several times before, but I have virtually unlimited nitrogen gas at my job. I always knew that when I finally do it, it would be at my place of work because of the easy access to a painless death.

Well, that itch to off myself has been getting strong again, so I tested it out. I didn't do the full suicide hood setup, but I did hold the hose on front of my face. It took about 10 seconds before I felt anything. My skin was getting tingly and I was getting lightheaded. It kinda felt like getting really, really high, but less intense. After about 30 seconds, my vision started to close on from all sides and my body started going limp.

That's when I dropped my arms and started breathing air again. I started gasping for air, and I was back to normal after a minute or so.

But for those brief moments, while I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while.

When I'm finally ready, this is how I'm going to go. Granted, I knew this wasn't going to be my final act, but I was calm and at peace and there was no pain.

Soon, my friends. Soon.

Hi! Tell me, please, what purity of nitrogen will you use? (99.0%, 99.999%,99.9999% and the like). On the forum, I read from some users that almost 100% nitrogen is needed (this is 99.9999%). Others say that nitrogen with a purity of 99.0% will be enough. Please tell me

 

[outrider567]

I've said it several times before, but I have virtually unlimited nitrogen gas at my job. I always knew that when I finally do it, it would be at my place of work because of the easy access to a painless death.

Well, that itch to off myself has been getting strong again, so I tested it out. I didn't do the full suicide hood setup, but I did hold the hose on front of my face. It took about 10 seconds before I felt anything. My skin was getting tingly and I was getting lightheaded. It kinda felt like getting really, really high, but less intense. After about 30 seconds, my vision started to close on from all sides and my body started going limp.

That's when I dropped my arms and started breathing air again. I started gasping for air, and I was back to normal after a minute or so.

But for those brief moments, while I could slowly feel consciousness slipping away...I haven't felt that good in a while.

When I'm finally ready, this is how I'm going to go. Granted, I knew this wasn't going to be my final act, but I was calm and at peace and there was no pain.

Soon, my friends. Soon.

Next time use the Oximeter like I did--Mine dropped to 45, wonder how low yours went